Tuesday, August 31, 2010 .

dayz in school are proper hectic
ive sooo busy these few dayz
busy with school, family, besties, icy tower....
and im so sorry edward that i dont even have time to think bout you
i stay in school till almost 9pm to study almost everyday
OK to be fair...not totally study
basically these dayz i stayed back after school till bout 6pm to do my Olevel art coursework
that thing is BENDING MY HEAD!!!!
ive spent SO much time doing it and i still feel that its impossible to finish it
i find that this year i have been neglecting my other subjects alot coz of art
i really hope that i can get slamming results for it...probably an A :)
so anyways, after i have to be out from the art room coz my art teacher have to go home already...
i went down to the canteen and sit down with my mates: Henry, Yihui , sometimes Siew Mei.
but most of the time is with Henry and Yihui
almost the whole henry and i were busy wetting ourselves and yihui is trying hard to concentrate on her studies
sorry Yihui!!!! for disturbing you these dayz....i always forget to tell you this...
hahahahaha!!!!!
me and henry were busy talking farts and craps about MDM LEONG!!!
hahahahahahahahaha~~~~~~
We were like:
eh...can you imagine hor mdm leong play flying fox???!!!!!!
imagine mdm leong is a mammoth??!!!!!!!!!!!!
WereWolf?!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!
BRAP BRRRAAAAP BBBBBBBBBRRRRRRAAAAAAPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahaha~

so damm funny lor....
i cant remember all of them coz there are toooo many
lol!
Mdm leong is just a bitchy form teacher in my sec1 time
everytime scold me
i dont wanna write out what ive been scolded for coz im afraid that i might lose myself in front of my mother!
hahahaha
most important thing is that she once came into our class that time and slam her hand on table...then she pointed our class MIDDLE FINGER!!!!!!!
hahahaa
no one really saw it but i Clearly saw that she really pointed it quite high and it was bloody obvious!
coz at that time nobody was giving a damm when she came into our class and scream
if not for she pulled me out of the class to ask me for shitty things about the class fund...i wouldnt give a fuck to her too
oh~
did i mentioned before that i used to be the finance manager in my class back in sec1?!
hell yes! i know it is so bloody geek and thatz why ive done a bad job:)

last saturday i did hang out with Wanting and we went shopping at Bugis Street and City Plaza(to find really cheap and mint stuffs)
but honestly im broke at that time so that only things that ive spent are:
1beauty product for my acne problem,
1 miserable pair of earrings(coz im really broke and that is the only earring that i really love)
1 small size fries from Long John Silver
1 regular size of soybean milk
yeah....thatz ol...very pathetic i know...

Im really a goood girl these dayz(damm geeky)
yesterday i did go to school even when im not feeling well
but i went home during recess
ha!
so this week my prelimz starts
im have to work hard!!!!
haiz 17 aint sweet at all
olevelz are really drilling my head,soul,life!
to me at this point of life...
i feel like im undergoing menopause....
oh!!!!
NO NO NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i HOPE not!!!!

PS:
i miss Queenie, Regina, Andrea, Jasmine MUCH MUCH!!!!!!!
sorry guyz 4 not contacting you ol these dayz....
after my prelims i will hang out with ya ol!!!!!

SEE?!
what have the Stupid Shit Prat Olevelz done to me?!
cant see my besties much anymore....
hate it hateit HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i Wanna SEEEEEE MY BESTIES MORE LIKE LAST TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TALK MORE LIKE LAST TTTTIIIIIMMMMEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HANG OUT FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!

Blogged @ 12:07 AM

Saturday, August 21, 2010 .

WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bloody heck man!
lucky i didnt get my dpa coz i just fucking found out that *HE* is in Freaking Temasek Poly!!!!!!!!!!!!

LUCKY MAN!!!
Phew!
coz i dont wanna be in the same school anymore
coz i might wanna stay single 4 life if i see him again!
i knew IT!!!
of coz! he is so smart! (oh my man~)
and hot and beautiful hair and rock my world and sexy and handsome and abit gay and i like it and.....OH Damm IT!!!!!
SSSSTTTTTOOOOOOOPPPP!!!!!!!

oh and i did create a facebook account JUST!!! 4 the sake of Icy Tower
didnt go and add anybody coz the only purpose is playing Icy Tower:)
i did the quizzaz thingy on facebook AND 1 of the quiz say
I LOVE *HIM* IS FANTASY!!!!!!
I LOVE EDWARD IS TRUE LOVE!!!!!

i think also quite true ba....
i dont know
i siao already
im always siao

i really love Edward but he doesnt exist
i not very sure whether i still love him coz for i thing im sure is that i couldnt forget him
he is my first crush ya know...but then he DO exist
but i also and feel that my feelings for Edward are stronger than him
how?
my chance with Edward can be a yes if i imagine but with him is a Complete No!!!
hell no!!!!
i couldnt dream of that lol
i find it very disgusting!
like a freak!!!!!!
so how?
again?
go to woodbridge again arh?!(not like i even been there b4. just that i think i belong there)

Blogged @ 11:44 AM

oh~
i got 5 words to describe my life:
-Suck
-Suckling
-Suck
-Suck
-and Suckz!

lol
i got nothing to write about this few dayz
erm ok...my art coursework is finally almost finished:)
and i think thatz ol
there is nothing fun to talk about me coz my life suckZzzzz
Wtf...

oh and im currently reading a book called 'Suck To Be Me'
ha!

erm...
i think im lying just now
actually i got a hell lots of things to say
but i forget already and i cant be bother to recap
coz my mind is full of Icy Tower and Art
so im gonna stop coz my Icy Tower had finished loading
im now in 4 the jump!
Yes!!

Blogged @ 10:49 AM

Saturday, August 7, 2010 .

ok.
is not that i BHB or something
i never mean that people got see my blog
i think nobody will see my blog besides my friends
and i absolutely 999% just wanna remind myself that these are the idols that i always fond of
coz im scare that 1 day if i really become mental unstabled, i hope that blog can help me to remember myself
And if someday i become famous then people know more about me if they wanna write a biography book of me

So these are my All Time favourites!

1)MCFLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cutest boyband ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love everybody in this band:)

2)MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY Favourite Emo Band!!
I love the way they wrote songs about blood, death and blah blah....all those emo stuffs

3)BLACK EYED PEAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love Taboo the MOST!!!
i like his long hair
very silky, soft and sexy
SSS for his HAIR!!!!

4)BEYONCE!!!!!!!!
MY favourite female artist!!!!
i love her songs when she talk about strong women

5)oh bloody hell...EMINEM OF COZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg!!!!
i love him i love him i love him[infinity]
i love how he use all those vulgar language in his songs
hahahaha!!!
i love him since primary school
he is my favourite male artist in my life!!!!

6)ADAM LAMBERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hah!!!
he is the another 1 again
so damm sexy and hot!!!

love his songs
love his voice
love that he is a gay
love him so much......

ok
i know that the idols that i love came from diiferent genres
but still im not trying to prove that i have great taste in music
like i said i just wanna remind myself if someday i go bonkers~

Labels: idols

Blogged @ 11:40 PM

aiyo damm boring sia
4 dayz no need to go school
very good and very bad
ok la
very goooooood and not that bad :)
4 dayz off due to the National Day
Sat. Sun. Mon. Tue
Yea!!!!
no need to go school

dont why i find that this year my luck is not with me
really dont why
for the past few years im always the most luckiest one among all my friends
but this year?
kns.
im not saying that i got bad luck
but is just that i think i miss my friends tooooo much
ever since we all went to different schools, i dont feel good and secured anymore
i always felt that something is missing in me

ok, im off topic again
back to the lucky-ness
aiya
i dont know how to explain la
i just feel luck is sooo not with me this year
and i hate it!
last time everything always went smoothly in my life
i really need to worry about anything
coz as long i wish for it, it will always come true
as long i really need something, i will always get it
But now, im not sure of myself
im not sure whether i want/need things anot
im not sure whether my heart really wish for it anot
or all the long this year im just saying things that i want/need but i dont really mean it
haiz...
i really dont know

The Only Things That I Wish For In This Year Are:
1)pass olevel and the results are below 20 points
2)things will get better for my family. i mean Really Better please!
3)all my friends are by my side again coz i really miss them all
4)liting can can pass her nlevel and get promoted to sec5
5)things will get better and better and better[100x] for me

these are what i really want/need it to come true
but out of 5
i can only feel that only 4 can come true
as a Virgo, im a perfectionist
i want everything to be perfect
but still i understand that nothing can be perfect
and the others things?
im not sure whether i really mean it anot
that is why i said i need a psychlogist
again

i not that normal type of person that can accept changes
i really cant accept the fact that friends have to go to ITE
i really cant.....accept that
its hard for me
the first separation from my friends is with liting in Sec3
i can say that time was the toughest time in my secondary life
we suddenly have to go to different class
she is a easy-going so she is good in handling this kind of situation and she did get along with her classmates well
but me?
it took me 2 BLOODY YEARS to get along with almost everybody in my class
and its not that perfectly good
i started to get along with my own classmates only in this year
Sec 5.
its very terrible i know
i know them since Sec 3 but i never talk to most of them until Sec 5

so you see...
its very[100x] bad
i need my friends
i try my very best not to think of next year
i really hurts me
next year will be worst than Sec3
i know

Labels: LUCK

Blogged @ 10:56 PM

Thursday, August 5, 2010 .

now im at home
damm tired
but im not going to sleep
wah today like that walk out of school halfway really make me miss two things very much lor
1)Regina, Andrea and Queenie
2)Sec1
hahahahaha
i very long time never do like that le
guess im a geek for toooo long

so just now at liting's house watching The Crazies
hahahaha
the show really siao 1, and horror too
i very long time never watch horror/hardcore/gory movies
ok la qutie nice:)
i will buy the DVD
actually Yihui and i wanna go watch this show at the cinema de
but then i dont think i got money to go out again
siao! i keep going out until im broke
more specifically, DAMM BROKE
coz we got nothing to do already so liting ask me wanna watch some movies
and the first thing that came into my minds is The Crazies lor
im abit mad about the show 4 a very long time since February
that is the first time that i saw the commercial and i went gaga about it

when i went home, liting take me to the bustop for bus89
coz i seriously dont know how to go there
and on our way there
i suggested that one day, before liting's nlevel
we should go out and do some of the crazy and violence stuffs like what we used to do during sec1 and sec2
coz i really miss those times

Stuffs like:
1) Go vandalise the lift and rephase people names into very vulgar language and write it there
2) Go Chua Tai Ji for no reason(gang fight)
3) Go download more technos and use our phones to blast it on people ears when they sleeping in the bus. Like a violence wakeup call. This one also for no reason
4) Go playground and fight with those small little kids
5) Go knock on people door for no reason and then run away
6) Write/Draw more funny sex stories
7) Go prank more people

i think thatz all i can think of
but i think still got alot to do
these are the most important ones
the reason why i wanna do this things is because i wanna leave more beautiful and funny[of coz] memories of liting when i leave this school next year
its like a priceless present to the both of us
coz i dont know how much insane time we can have together next time
i will cherish all these wonderful moments forever in my life
i will not forget de

Blogged @ 1:36 AM

Wednesday, August 4, 2010 .

hello~
guess what?!
im at liting house:)
so yesterday is Jasmine's bdae :)
and liting and i went to white tangerine to celebrate her bdae
yesterday school was damn crap
got social studies mock test after school
damn late! 3pm start!
suck it man!!!

Today also got Geography mock test
but i didnt go
hahahaha
l even pon half day of the school:)
after recess i just happily stroll out of the school
so glory man!
so thatz ol...

Blogged @ 11:30 PM

Monday, August 2, 2010 .

oh iy have been a long time since i upload photos of my manly edward

just now i say that i am thinking of him right?

actually i had been thinkin of him for few months since the first time i saw him in Twilight

oh btw

i watch twilight saga: Eclipse already:)

i watch very long time ago in cinema

watch it with yihui

the reason why i post his photos is coz he is lover

you must post your lover photos everytime one right??!!

so there you go

MY lover:)

hehehehe

wah lao

now 4.08am and i still cant sleep

later 6am must change clothes go school

den tomorrow still must stay back for art

i hope i can finish my Olevel art coursework fast

i think i gettin a headache now suddenly

i reckon that it is because of Edward my darling:)

coz you calm my brain down and make it stop working for good sake you know

hahahahaha

I LOVE YOU EDWARD!!!!!!!!!!

MUACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Blogged @ 11:17 AM