Saturday, August 7, 2010 .
aiyo damm boring sia
4 dayz no need to go school
very good and very bad
ok la
very goooooood and not that bad :)
4 dayz off due to the National Day
Sat. Sun. Mon. Tue
Yea!!!!
no need to go school
dont why i find that this year my luck is not with me
really dont why
for the past few years im always the most luckiest one among all my friends
but this year?
kns.
im not saying that i got bad luck
but is just that i think i miss my friends tooooo much
ever since we all went to different schools, i dont feel good and secured anymore
i always felt that something is missing in me
ok, im off topic again
back to the lucky-ness
aiya
i dont know how to explain la
i just feel luck is sooo not with me this year
and i hate it!
last time everything always went smoothly in my life
i really need to worry about anything
coz as long i wish for it, it will always come true
as long i really need something, i will always get it
But now, im not sure of myself
im not sure whether i want/need things anot
im not sure whether my heart really wish for it anot
or all the long this year im just saying things that i want/need but i dont really mean it
haiz...
i really dont know
The Only Things That I Wish For In This Year Are:
1)pass olevel and the results are below 20 points
2)things will get better for my family. i mean Really Better please!
3)all my friends are by my side again coz i really miss them all
4)liting can can pass her nlevel and get promoted to sec5
5)things will get better and better and better[100x] for me
these are what i really want/need it to come true
but out of 5
i can only feel that only 4 can come true
as a Virgo, im a perfectionist
i want everything to be perfect
but still i understand that nothing can be perfect and the others things?im not sure whether i really mean it anotthat is why i said i need a psychlogistagain
i not that normal type of person that can accept changes
i really cant accept the fact that friends have to go to ITE
i really cant.....accept that
its hard for me
the first separation from my friends is with liting in Sec3
i can say that time was the toughest time in my secondary life
we suddenly have to go to different class
she is a easy-going so she is good in handling this kind of situation and she did get along with her classmates well
but me?
it took me 2 BLOODY YEARS to get along with almost everybody in my class
and its not that perfectly good
i started to get along with my own classmates only in this year
Sec 5.
its very terrible i know
i know them since Sec 3 but i never talk to most of them until Sec 5
so you see...
its very[100x] bad
i need my friends
i try my very best not to think of next year
i really hurts me
next year will be worst than Sec3
i knowLabels: LUCK
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