so yesterday i went to the esplanade to celebrate my school 100th anniversary. it was grand i went with yihui and siew mei the whole school were there liting was performing last nite in band i was a little crazy when she came out i scream her name and wave crazily to her but she never saw me lol everybody there was gorgeous! seriously!! :) ok....i really didnt go notice the guys but the girls were damm hot! hahahahaha!!!! at that time i really felt stupid of my fatness but after awhile i dont give a shit i think i seriously need to see a doctor to help me control my thoughts I GOT SPLIT THINKINGZ!!!!! i need help seriously i do sometimes at a mintute i scold people and the next mintute i felt guilty about it siao i! so after the show i take mrt to serangoon with siew mei and my parents send siew mei home from there when i reach home i bathe...blah blah after doing all basic stuffs i went to read one chapter of twilight even though im damm tired i must read that book before i go to sleep thatz what i told myself everynite before i go to sleep and thankz yihui for lending me that book for the second time hahaha!!!