Friday, July 30, 2010 .
oh...
about the part that i didnt notice the guyz rite...
i would like to stress on one sentence
IM NOT A LESBIAN!
Blogged @ 9:55 PM
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so yesterday i went to the esplanade to celebrate my school 100th anniversary.
it was grand
i went with yihui and siew mei
the whole school were there
liting was performing last nite in band
i was a little crazy when she came out
i scream her name and wave crazily to her
but she never saw me
lol
everybody there was gorgeous!
seriously!!
:)
ok....i really didnt go notice the guys
but the girls were damm hot!
hahahahaha!!!!
at that time i really felt stupid of my fatness
but after awhile i dont give a shit
i think i seriously need to see a doctor to help me control my thoughts
I GOT SPLIT THINKINGZ!!!!!
i need help
seriously i do
sometimes at a mintute i scold people and the next mintute i felt guilty about it
siao i!
so after the show i take mrt to serangoon with siew mei
and my parents send siew mei home from there
when i reach home i bathe...blah blah
after doing all basic stuffs
i went to read one chapter of twilight even though im damm tired
i must read that book before i go to sleep
thatz what i told myself everynite before i go to sleep
and thankz yihui for lending me that book for the second time hahaha!!!
Blogged @ 9:40 PM
Thursday, July 29, 2010 .
omg.
im just a silly mad cow thinkin bout life AGAIN!!!!
what the hell is wrong with me?!
im 16 years and i shouldnt be thinkin about life
im such a moron
Blogged @ 3:21 AM
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finally im back!!!
but i think im going to go again...
things are bad again
am i gonna survive?
life is tough
school is tough
exam is tough
my brain is shrinking everyday
my heart is dissolving
my eyes are losing their focus
my nose is suffocating
i cant open my mouth
im gonna lose myself/nuts!
Blogged @ 3:13 AM