it had been 34 dayz since i love edward
thinkin,talkin,screamin(in my brain) about him everyday
at least about 20 times his image pops out in my brain
and make my respiratory system jam....
watever~

im friggin insane now
ok....im alwayz insane but tis time is v v v v v v different!

ok...i shall explain why....
yesterday, siew mei n yihui meet up me at hougang mall
coz we are going to daryl's house for our class barbercue
but then,before we go his house....we go to the hougang mall roof top to turn our brainz around and round
hahahahahah!!!! yihui sayz she v v v dizzy and siew mei dont dare to play
hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love da playground upstairs sia!!!!
after tis,,,,,we go daryl's house coz its gettin late
the barbercue was not v fun coz a lot of ppl never come
but thatz ok with me
wat drove me fuckin insane is that~
I SAW HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wah~~~~
i tink i shall stop here lah lor
i cnt take it anymore
coz now im in my mum studyin place usin their com
scared that i lose control in the public
scared ltr i lost my way back home
im losin my mind
he + edward...................
wah~~~
jialat........
tooo much!!!!
i shall end here and continue the situation in my next post
coz im v v v v v v v surely,honestly,mentally unstable now



ps: i miss andrea
i miss regina
i miss queenie