today in school was abit crap
so i dun wanna talk bout it


erm...this few i had been thinking alot about money
i dun love it but i just wanna feel independent
i dun lyk taking people things
this also goes to my parents as well
i hope that i can earn some decent money of my own
so that i can lesser my parents' burden
im a good daugther rite? :]
i just hope that i can give my parents a better life...



im going to change my blogskins
coz my feelings for marilyn manson are fading
to be honest...im starting to dislike boys
but i not going to talk about it
coz they are not worth to be in my blog


im also thinking whether am i going to be a lesbian
the reasons are:
-i hate boyz
-im 16 and i still even dun have a bf(what a freak)
-in my whole life there are no boyz who ever like me(but i dont give a shit)
-ever since im addicted to reading seventeens,i felt that there are so many pretty girls on the streets who may not look pretty at first,but if you have closer look at em,you will find them actually pretty
-ol my friends are girls
-seldom talk to boyz
-not use to talking to guyz
-everytime when a guy talks to me,i got nothing to say!and i feel so lame
-for the whole damm 16 years of my life,not even once i got a date for valentine's day(what a freak again)
-i alwayz give a whatever face,(Hinting:you are hot,but stop looking at me coz i admit that im inexperience!)to some cutie at the mall or on the streets when they smilling and looking at me
-i duno how to filrt with guyz and i wonder how other girls can amazingly got a score in it without any effort.no matter how billions of advice from seventeens,i still cant get it right!they always name it as easy steps but it isnt to me!ohh~ damm!


but ol these reasons are still not the reasons that why i hate guyz
it have got nothing t odo with it....


ps:the only guyz that are not jerks to me:
-my dad
-my big brother
-my small brother