2day was a little bit O to the M to the G...
coz im scare that i will have not enough time to do finish everything in this week
lyk i need to finish my art by this week coz next week is N LEVEL EXAM!!!!!!!!!
and things lyk studying for physic,chemistry,maths and geography
i dont whether i can make it a not
but i keep telling myself to just work hard for just less than 1 week
coz i also dont wanna waste my bloody time studying for 4 bloody years and end up cant get into sec5
thatz why i keep listening to this old song RICH GIRL by Gwen Stefani ft. Eve
coz getting an O LEVEL CERT. will help me get into better jobs so i can earn more money to lesser the burden of my parents and support myself
i scare that in future nobody want me...
scare that i will have no husband...children...so lonely...
at least i have money to pay nurses to takecare of me...
but of coz i hope i have a husband and children la
but now most importantly is that i hope that i can pass my N Levels to fulfil my parents wish
i am a very fillial daughter right?
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