2day was a little bit O to the M to the G...
coz im scare that i will have not enough time to do finish everything in this week
lyk i need to finish my art by this week coz next week is N LEVEL EXAM!!!!!!!!!
and things lyk studying for physic,chemistry,maths and geography
i dont whether i can make it a not
but i keep telling myself to just work hard for just less than 1 week
coz i also dont wanna waste my bloody time studying for 4 bloody years and end up cant get into sec5
thatz why i keep listening to this old song RICH GIRL by Gwen Stefani ft. Eve
coz getting an O LEVEL CERT. will help me get into better jobs so i can earn more money to lesser the burden of my parents and support myself
i scare that in future nobody want me...
scare that i will have no husband...children...so lonely...
at least i have money to pay nurses to takecare of me...
but of coz i hope i have a husband and children la
but now most importantly is that i hope that i can pass my N Levels to fulfil my parents wish
i am a very fillial daughter right?
:}

ytd and today suckz!
oh nooo no no noo!NOOOOOOO~
i dont understand why people just cant keep it real when you need to be
ok...i admit that im not real sometimez but when if i really need to be real to solve things...
i will really keep the very best real...
ok...but really hope that things will get better
i mean my dayz will get better :}
coz im going to have fun tonight!!!!!!!!
LOTZ AND LOTZ OF FUN!!!!!!!
yea!!!!!!!!

omg!
today i felt really great!
i received a self-made birthday card from regina & andrea 2day
and i LOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEEEE iT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!
it was very funny and very very very CUTE!!
just lyk their personallity!!!!!!!
thank you andrea and regina!!!!!!!
love ya'ol to bits!!!!!!!!
together,,,,,,,,,,,,,ANDREA,REGINA,QUEENIE,LITING and ME!!!!
.............will be the LEGEND OF THE NEXT GENERATION!!!!!!!
we will LAST 4EVA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!
I LOVE OL MY BESTIES :}
and i also mean it is my RONG XIN to know you ol for so blooody long!!!!!!
and i wanna tell everyone that without LITING.ANDREA,REGINA and QUEENIE (the most beautiful babes in this world)by my side everyday......
sharing my happiness and sorrows....
i wont be a legend toooo!!!
without em,,,,,,i wont be cute,sexy,hot,clever,smart,hip!!!!!!!!(Just Joking :})
ok....let me summarise the ol thing...
I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT MY BESTIES!!!!
MATES!!!!!GIRLFRIENDS!!!!GANG!!!SISTERS!!!
or whatever...
jUST CANT LIVE WITHOUT EM....

today i didnt go to school
my parents are furious
i get scolded before i went to sleep again
i guess the scolding will continute went my parents came back
while i was sleeping,i dreamt alot
not good again
bad dream
and i cry alot
when i woke up
there still tears on my face
hope that the dream will not come true
after i bathe
i study physic
im going to work a hell lot today
bye~

today in school was abit crap
so i dun wanna talk bout it


erm...this few i had been thinking alot about money
i dun love it but i just wanna feel independent
i dun lyk taking people things
this also goes to my parents as well
i hope that i can earn some decent money of my own
so that i can lesser my parents' burden
im a good daugther rite? :]
i just hope that i can give my parents a better life...



im going to change my blogskins
coz my feelings for marilyn manson are fading
to be honest...im starting to dislike boys
but i not going to talk about it
coz they are not worth to be in my blog


im also thinking whether am i going to be a lesbian
the reasons are:
-i hate boyz
-im 16 and i still even dun have a bf(what a freak)
-in my whole life there are no boyz who ever like me(but i dont give a shit)
-ever since im addicted to reading seventeens,i felt that there are so many pretty girls on the streets who may not look pretty at first,but if you have closer look at em,you will find them actually pretty
-ol my friends are girls
-seldom talk to boyz
-not use to talking to guyz
-everytime when a guy talks to me,i got nothing to say!and i feel so lame
-for the whole damm 16 years of my life,not even once i got a date for valentine's day(what a freak again)
-i alwayz give a whatever face,(Hinting:you are hot,but stop looking at me coz i admit that im inexperience!)to some cutie at the mall or on the streets when they smilling and looking at me
-i duno how to filrt with guyz and i wonder how other girls can amazingly got a score in it without any effort.no matter how billions of advice from seventeens,i still cant get it right!they always name it as easy steps but it isnt to me!ohh~ damm!


but ol these reasons are still not the reasons that why i hate guyz
it have got nothing t odo with it....


ps:the only guyz that are not jerks to me:
-my dad
-my big brother
-my small brother

last week was crap
next tym then talk bout it
ytd i went shopping with mum AGAIN!
both of us bought a shoe from Carlo Rino
mine are more expensive
but i love it
it matches this season of fashion
i love the colours(Aqua Blue)
i also love the toliet bowl pic :D
thank mum!