eh yo! haiz... examz are around the corner... SIANZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the last week had been a crazy week i hate myself soo much ya'knw... coz my stupid bloody fucking dream cum true again WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean if it is a good dream i wont mind it at all but it is a BAD dream again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg!!!!it was totally insane ya'knw last week,i dream about sumthing bad is gonna happen to my brother den when i woke up,i m v sad but i force myself not to cry bcoz the dream was soo real!!!! then i go to pray lor(coz i m a buddist ma) wah then that nite when my brother was about to go n meet his friendz i think they are goin out for drinking again but my parentz drive my brother's car out 4 dinner so he had to wait 4 em 2 cum back first and da car juz broke down lyk tt!!!!! wah...i cnt imagine wat will happen if my brother really drive that car when he goes drinking soooo heng arh... my brother bo bian n he cancel the meeting wif his friends coz it was alr v late at nite n my parentz had 2 send the car 4 service... so of coz he sian diao lahh coz no car how to go?! wah....lucky i got pray sia but i still angry wif myself lor... why everytime when i dream of a thing n next it will happenz??????????? i dunno if anybody will believe me ant but it is true ok... if dun believe den juz fuck off k... N i dunno why nw recently i dream that all my friend dun want to tok 2 me or friend me... of coz im scare it will cum true bcoz nw i sumtymz alr felt quite lefted out... haiz... i really really hope tt it will not cum true... bcoz,say truthfully lah...tis dream is nt da first tym i dream bou it alr... i had dream bou tis thing 4 quite alot of tymz byby :] n it was the stupid same thing wif the same meaning i dunno whether izzit my fault ant mayb i was being too sensitive but nvm...its ok... anyway it is juz sooner or later,coz anyway we all had to leave tis school wat... so nvm...letz juz wait n c...