actually today i had gotten back my papers...
haiz...it had been sooooo long since i fail any subjects
sad sia...
In my whole my life this is da first english paper i flunked...
Fail C.H too...
Dunno how to give my mum the answer...
Wat the hell?!
I got STUDY sia...
WHY?!
Haiz...hopefully in the overall markz i will pass my english
OMG!!!!!!
I dunno watz wrong wif my english sia...
it was like the paper was quite easy to me n i sure that i can pass it
But dunno y i get sooooooooooooooooooo low markz for it
Last term i got 70/100 for english...
Hopefully The Overalls will include last term tests den most likely i will pass!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!
I got nth to say alr...
Tooo sad...
nw i will get back to my emo bussiness...
OH GOD!!!!!!
I PRAY I PRAY!!!!!!

i cant slp... nw is 1:21am
after such a long day but still im not feeling tired....
2day go facial wif mum,2day spend $188 on shopping...
but i think is worth it...coz shopping makez me feel soooo happy!
gosh!!!!!!!it really feelz great!!!!!
but nw...
duno y again,i feel lyk im such a pathetic(wateva i duno hw to spell)biatch...
is lyk dunno y tis year i alwayz felt that being an emo person is the most unwanted thing that i want in my life!!!!
can someone tell me that being emo is good or bad???
if you knw the answer juz msg or call me at 96350178 n tell me...thankz!!!
nw...
omg!!!
i dunno y?!
last tym i used to thing it is a very cool n attitude but nw i think it suckz...
last tym,i used to b a gal(tomboy) in the spotlight...
after on,i chose to shut myself up at home...
refuse to make new friendz...dun feel lyk talking tooo much or playing wif boyz...n be an unsocial person...
and even i chose to turn down my friendz everytime dey offer me to go out wif em after sch...
hahahaaa....nw although im much more galish but i such a pathetic dog...this i wat i chose...
n if i m given a chance,i would lyk to fuck it up...
nw,i sitting i front of my com. crying n thinking of those good old dayz.
some hw i guess i even it was my bdae or the day i died,no 1 will even care or rmb it...
im not goin to regret it nw...im not sure whether im goin to regret it later...
even i regret oso no use,coz ppl wont want me back and the world is changin...
nw i juz feel lyk fuckin around...
really a pathetic biatch rite???!!!!
jibye...hahahahaha...bye.

arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aiyo....
tis few dayz i wanna die liao coz is exam wk.
wah...nw i hate chemistry v much coz it is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo DAMM HARD!!!!!
knn...make me study 4 it for nth...
thingz tt i had studied nv came out,i things tt i nv even heard b4 came out...
fuck sia...
nw i only hope tt tml physic paper i will get high markz to balance out my overall science markz...
haiz............................................
today is art and geo only...quite relax
dunno watz wrong wif my brain...dunno desperate or wat...
b4 exam i study until siao...then during exam i almost cnt rmb a single thing!!!!!!
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tml will b Math pp2 n physic...
crazy sia...4 mathz pp2 dey wan us to rmb OL the fomulaz by ourself...
siao lor...
duno hw m i goin to make it...
haiz...
i wish myself n ol my friends around gd luck!!!
wah i hope i cn pass ol suject sia...i dun wana drop anymore...

eh yo!
haiz...
examz are around the corner...
SIANZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the last week had been a crazy week
i hate myself soo much ya'knw...
coz my stupid bloody fucking dream cum true again
WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i mean if it is a good dream i wont mind it at all
but it is a BAD dream again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg!!!!it was totally insane ya'knw
last week,i dream about sumthing bad is gonna happen to my brother
den when i woke up,i m v sad but i force myself not to cry bcoz the dream was soo real!!!!
then i go to pray lor(coz i m a buddist ma)
wah then that nite when my brother was about to go n meet his friendz
i think they are goin out for drinking again
but my parentz drive my brother's car out 4 dinner so he had to wait 4 em 2 cum back first
and da car juz broke down lyk tt!!!!!
wah...i cnt imagine wat will happen if my brother really drive that car when he goes drinking
soooo heng arh...
my brother bo bian n he cancel the meeting wif his friends coz it was alr v late at nite n my parentz had 2 send the car 4 service...
so of coz he sian diao lahh coz no car how to go?!
wah....lucky i got pray sia
but i still angry wif myself lor...
why everytime when i dream of a thing n next it will happenz???????????
i dunno if anybody will believe me ant but it is true ok...
if dun believe den juz fuck off k...
N i dunno why nw recently i dream that all my friend dun want to tok 2 me or friend me...
of coz im scare it will cum true bcoz nw i sumtymz alr felt quite lefted out...
haiz...
i really really hope tt it will not cum true...
bcoz,say truthfully lah...tis dream is nt da first tym i dream bou it alr...
i had dream bou tis thing 4 quite alot of tymz
byby :]
n it was the stupid same thing wif the same meaning
i dunno whether izzit my fault ant
mayb i was being too sensitive
but nvm...its ok...
anyway it is juz sooner or later,coz anyway we all had to leave tis school wat...
so nvm...letz juz wait n c...